February 2012
34 posts
I miss your smell; like dark forest and warmth. I miss your hands, the way you use them when you talk. I miss the small gap in between your teeth, and the way your eyelashes curl perfectly. I miss your big, deep hugs. The most comfortable feeling in the world is being with you. I miss your turquoise ocean eyes. I miss your laugh, and your smile.
I miss you.
Stop it. Stop thinking that anything you are doing is going to help either of us. This situation sucks, but I can’t be happy unless you can be strong for me. I am strong for you every single day. It’s sad that I am questioning just how happy you really are making me. These little fights are adding up, and you’re winning at this losing game. You don’t deserve me, so try a...
When faced with two choices, simply toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question for you, but because in that brief moment when the coin is in the air, you suddenly know what you are hoping for.
Sometimes, I have those nights where everything catches up to me and there isn’t anything I can do to stop myself from becoming upset. When you sit there and think about what you’re living for, and you realize it’s not for you, but for the people around you. I’m always questioning myself these days. Questioning whether or not my whole life is going to be one huge regret in...